little piggy going to the market!

so on saturday, the kitchener market opens in downtown kitchener.. aka the heart of the site that we're supposed to do analysis on. so i went with the majority of my group at 10 am to do some research for our site analysis. too bad it was so cold or it would've been nicer. i also got to see tom haha cause he was also going to creep some people early in the morning. but yeah i got to check out the farmer's market and i love how it's so BUSTLING :D and it's so CUUUTE. idunno =) i enjoyed it and i bought a potted flower for my mommy for 2 BUCKS :D and thennn later my parents came in with lotsa stuff and i got a bookshelf + bed! and then we went to the mall aaand lunch and we came back and then at night we went to westcourt for a potluck and the food was wonderful =) especially the lasagna!! and we had some fun times playing taboo :D

anyways i did NOT get to play hockey this weekend =( was quite looking forward to it! but oh well it looks quite intimidating actually! and i went to watch them play and i didn't even know anyone on the team =( except i saw keith haha and church at simply today was good! the speaker was really to the point and clear so i could follow really easily. i wish i had my notebook + pen with me thooo. and went home and watched some anime (yay!) and cleaned my roooom, did laundry, ate with house, watch amazing race with kevjumba!, and did some real work finally lol :D sooo about to start another week of school. i have a to do list now.. i hope i can use my time wisely~

myyy day

was... a mix! started off by going to downtown kitchener at 10am to stand on an intersection and creep people as they walked by for my planning project =P i also got an awesome text from doris asking for a lunch date :) followed by a call from christine asking if she could join. thank you girls for checking up on meeeee. even though we didn't talk about anything related to my blog at lunch, just the thought that you guys care and want to be there warms my heart! but yeah lunch was gooood. not ONLY did i get to have eggplant at DC again but crystal also came and we had jokes talks and i walked with home and we chatted on the way back and it was goood cause i haven't talked to her about anything for awhile! glad to know we can still be open =)

thennn i went to cif and i was late to my frisbee date with elena =( and the wind was ridiculous! but we got some throwing in and then started to warm up for our softball game! it was so diff! i had no idea what i was doing =S i like back catcher :) nice and easy and not too much pressure =D but the team we were facing were kind of intimidating lol but in the end, we didn't lose so bad! 10-8! :D

mm after i was super tired and went home and had a nap even though i was wet from a bit of rain and eeeverything i just plopped down and napped for 2 hours and was late for ccf =\ but it was goood. i'm excited that there will be a women's ministry this term! i hope i can make the times... then afterrr i decided to go to slc and see jeff and to see if brian would stay at their place but then that dint' work out but .. i discovered i really miss breaking/breakers... i guess seeing them and remembering those very fun game nights ahahah so eric is coming up this weekend! so maybe we will relive those times.. =) after that i headed home and it was probably the saddest walk home ever lol.... well i was alone, it was dark, it was windy/cold, open parking lots make you sad... and then thinking about STUFF... but then i got home and i talked to christine and it warmed my heart LOL really! but idunno about the STUFF anymore haiiii anyway spent the rest of the night eating/anime/chatting and now i'm here!

also as i was walking through the parking lot i was really scared and i looked upwards for lights to make sure that i would be well lit. and then i looked at the parking lot lamps, thinking that this light is so man-made, and only rises several meters out of the ground. and this made me look higher for God's light and all i saw was a dark night sky. and then i realized that i wasn't looking in the right place and how i could be shining a lot brighter...

troubling week

this has no doubt been a rollercoaster of a week! does it show? :P thanks dt for asking me bout ma post :) here's another one of those..

i feel so not at ease right now. i guess troubled could describe it. i'm so ... upset i guess because i just don't understand. i feel lk i've been fed a lot of lies. kinda what phil said before about how someone told lies just to make other people happy. whether they really are like that or not it feels like they are lies T_T it feels lk those things aren't true anymore. i don't know =( my perception of many things has changed. is this what he felt like last year? i feel like everything serious is covered by jokes...i don't even understand the dynamics of it allll.. i feel like i should just let him go on his own way sorta thing... but then i can't because i worry too =\ confirmed by what happened tonight.

well i guess that was a vague yet obvious post. God help me to understand him and please guide me to do what You would... =(

days are so easily ruined...

that is all T_T

partying at Western?

no, not really. mostly just sitting >_< idunnno "partying" was a very interesting experience... i felt like i witnessed/experienced a really strange situation (?) and i'm still kind of confused as to what i'm taking away from this but maybe as i write this blog it'll becme a bit clearer... and YOU CAN SEE.. i'm still up at this late hour with church the next day because of this party -_-"

anyways it was like their house warming party but i knew one of the housemates isn't really into that partying stuff and she felt she had to stay because it was a houuuse party.. so i thought that i would stay as well and hopefully make it easier on here. i had the option of going back to a bonfire thing but i'm glad that i ended up staying! for the most part a bunch of the not-so-into-partying people were just sitting around and laughing/talking but it was kinda boring and as it got later it got more tiring as well... and idunno some people were really out of it.. and one guy felt very sick and was taking up the washroom with the shower so none of us people who wanted to go to bed COULD shower. but as most people left the party and started to clear out i felt very bad for that one girl >_< so i helped them clean up in hopes that we could all just go to bed already and both of us had to wake up and. and this really brought back something i was discussing this week about not doing things for acknowledgement but in humility and joy! so i'm glad i got to put what i was reminded to do into USE! but ... well we are still up but i think i can sleep soon.... T_T but they all went out to mcdonalds so i hope they get back. i don't even know WHERE i am sleeping.... but i'm glad no one was like WOW YOU"RE NOT COOL FOR NOT DRINKING. kind of thing though i did get a couple of those "condescending 'you go to loo?'/'loo parties are lame' type remarks" as well as "you haven't had anything? but you need the western experience!" >_> hai! i LOVE the kind of parties i have at loo =) the ones where you don't need mass amounts of alcohol to have fun ^^

PS found my watcard and keys :) yes! thank you GOD!

nuuuuuuuuuuuu

today i took the bus with my wonderful buddy christine hehe and it was a pretty easy going busride. and thennnn afterwards at night i discovered that i was missing my watcard... and my key.... HAI T______________________T i am pretty like 100% sure that i left it on the seat of the bus... and i was even thinking of looking backwards to check what i left... but i REALLY REALLY HOPE that the bus driver of that bus saw it as he checks the bus thoroughly before everyone else boards. there was only ONE lady behind me as we all got off... and i hope he left it at the greyhound station >_< except when i discovered it wasn't there it was too late... cause the station was closed so i will call back next morning. it's a watcard and a key waht could a person do with it >_< i only have 15 dollars on the watcard. hope if someone found it they will return it =( haaai got me worried. i hope i can let this one go and just pray about it and have faith in Him and BELIEVE that there's a reason to His perfect plan! i have never lost my watcard before =(

only positive point of losing the card is.... NEW PICTURE?

first week

HM so i'm officially done my "first week of classes" i guess since i have no more classes until monday! hooray =) i guess this is pretty nice. starting a weekend at 1 on thursday ahah. first week has been preeetty easy breezy i think. i have sooome work but it all shouldn't take TOO long. and i'm sure ill have some time in western to work when i'm bored =P i'm EVEN bringing my textbook cause i'm hardcore! just kidding... well i fell asleep in a lot of my classes T_T teachers give really dragged out introductions about the course...

i'm kinda scared for my electives... chinese literature is kind of intense! but i think the prof is nice so it should be okay =) and korean is pretty joookes. but it seems hard cause most people in the class seem to be real korean-lovers and already know lotsa phrases and stuff! AND i hate textbooks =( i never use them but they cost like a bajillion dollars! i jsut spent 200 on three books.. so i have decided to not buy my 150 stats book. i think i can survive without it .. T_T hai...

hope i have a guud time at western =D

jumping back on the blog wagon!

hmm so i haven't blogged in awhile but today someone reminded me about my blog haha so i felt a sudden need to go blog =) well the rest of my summer was goood. i always get sad at the end of every summer because it's over and because i'm leaving people who i had fun with in the summer =( esp those on my softball team! lots of jokes times and ups and downs but i loove them! even if that might not necessarily be reciprocated :P

anyways i guess i can't dwell on that too much since i've officially moved back into waterloo and so far it's been okay :) sometimes it feels kind of lonely being away from home and not in my ROOM but i'm sure that soon i will be calling this place home! and i'm excited for my roommates ^^ it seems like it'll be good fun times. i'm still not really back in the whole school mindset and feel a bit unprepared but over these past two days it'll be GOOD i hope :)