i have had hardly any work for so long. so goood =D my week in general has been pretty chill and everything and all my uni apps are done. i guess i have nice random highlights like today! it was a fun day :)
AIME yeye AMC 12 was the first non-mandatory math contest i've written in a long time since mr ianine signed me up and i did it while no one else who got signed up did it T__T but i got INVITED to write AIME... a 3-hour long contest of 15 questions and the avg number of questions ppl get is 4-5.... GREAT. no calculators. so maybe i'll go do it for an hour and then give up and enjoy spare =D i'm so surprised at myself. i left like at least 9/25 questions on the AMC blank... i did place at the lower end of the top 5 percentile but oh well i guess something i can write on resumes and stuff... too bad i already submitted all uni stuff. but my mom was very happy yay. i guess thanks mr ianine ^^
GOOD SLEEPING TIME. yayy
grad rings ... wow min price of silver small size ring is 99 dollahs... not getting one =( ruining tradition... sigh..
OISE CRITIQUES OF ARTWORK. so i drew a gundam for art and then this lady who was talking about her response to my drawing said that she thought it was a shoe at first ... and then a racecar.. *cries* is it that bad =( it was so awkward at first but there were some really jokes people that were very enthusiastic and like saying very random stuff... BUT A SHOE..
embarassing moment. so right after art and right before going up to math at my locker i was with polly. then nick and david come over to harrass me and like make me piggy back him and stuff :\ and just like trapping me as usual (but lk through a hug or whatever) and we were just chatting about the o-grams that the f1s sent each other and then jacob and scott come down from class. and so polly and i start trying to go to math class and stuff but idunno nick and david are just like that and then scott makes a comment about "stop coming here to bully little asian girls" or something. and that was just so embarassing ... just being referred to that maybe because at that point i felt really like 5 years old T__T and i can't explain but like helpless and embarassed.. so i continue walking as nick and david are distracted slightly but david like grabs my backpack and pulls me again and then jacob intervenes and is like "come here david hug me instead" and that was also insanely embarassing... i can't really explain why. maybe it's just because i really just stand there and let people push me around and then it seems lk such a hassle for jacob and scott since it seemed like they were annoyed and i felt so ... shamed/embarassed? that they had to do that. and as i was walking away i see like scott pushing nick against a wall as well and i felt so hot with embarassment ... aiyo. and vivek was always just there on the side laughing. i can't explain why this made me so ..embarassed? the scene just seems so.. weird... two older kids are like... scolding two younger kids in lk a babying manner. IDUNNO T__T
judith and i went to dinner today :) on the way to the place, i heard someone yell my name and it was really funny cause i turned around and it was a woman but there was a man's voice and so ju and i were like "did someone call me?" and then we see a bus pull up to uts and realize that it was the ultimate team coming back and someone had yelled my name from the bus XD and it was... ALY ahah. but yah juju and i went to joon's for some good korean food :) korean waiters are so nice! i had kamjatang ^^ and we had good friend bonding/talking time about stuff like formal.. we're quite worried and other random things
MALACHI bowling partay. but more like eating at congee wong next door and talking about the most randommest things. jon, phil and i caught up a bit and it was fun, delicious times.. then we went back to bowl a bit but all i got was two gutter balls booo but it was just really fun in general and nice to talk to phil and jon after... awhile :) and elena in her pink sweater teeheee
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
hot and cold
and i don't mean the temperature. well KIND OF since it was nice awhile ago and i could wear a sweater out... and then it got super cold. :( but what i meant to talk about was TODAY. it was a both good and bad day on many diff levels i suppose.
always start with the good!
- i always really like to sleep in the commons. and by sleep i mean actually fall asleep. and i did today =D it was quite comfy actually. i kept hearing wilson screaming every now and then but sok i pretty much went straight back to sleep lol
- multicultural lunch =D i didn't actually eat much (since i was selling tix) other than other ppl's food but it was good i got some free food that people left me/gave me. something really funny happened today. klee offered me a meatball but there was no fork! so i was lk okay i will get one! so i was walking back happily with my fork ready for a meatball and 2 metres away the fork falls out of my hands =( it was like one of those omg so happy excited and then sudden disappointment lol a bit embarassing but quite funnies. so the 2nd time around i made sure to hold the fork tight haha good times and good meatball ^^
- the satisfaction of finishing a huge pile of paper at volunteering =)
the bad~
- i gots to cool downnnn just need some thinking time T__T
- MATH FAIL yet again
- super tired from volunteering >__<
i was also looking at some pictures on facebook that someone had of a really nice sea-view and it made me think how it would be if i had grown up waking up to that view every morning.. would it be a similar feeling if someone from that place woke up in my place every morning, looked out my window that looks out onto a plain street and think that it was beautiful? like that feeling of unfamiliarity or does it have to do with our own perceptions that we've grown up with or experienced in our own life of what things are more beautiful than others... IF i had grown up by an ocean would i STILL find it beautiful after being around it all this time? hmm.. kay my deep thought of the day =)
i was also in the library with arnold today looking through our fc accounts and stuff and i keep a lot of my old stuff so we were reading through old random chains and stuff. OMGOODNESS. i can't believe how immature i was ahah and SO STUPID. and how other people (who have now become way more mature) were ridiculously dumb haha except i feel lk in fact we haven't changed all that much. even though we've learnt a lot, inside.. a lot of that silliness is still there and some things just never change. and i think i kind of like that a bit. (though hopefully it's those quirky good things that we keep.. not the bad habits..)
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always start with the good!
- i always really like to sleep in the commons. and by sleep i mean actually fall asleep. and i did today =D it was quite comfy actually. i kept hearing wilson screaming every now and then but sok i pretty much went straight back to sleep lol
- multicultural lunch =D i didn't actually eat much (since i was selling tix) other than other ppl's food but it was good i got some free food that people left me/gave me. something really funny happened today. klee offered me a meatball but there was no fork! so i was lk okay i will get one! so i was walking back happily with my fork ready for a meatball and 2 metres away the fork falls out of my hands =( it was like one of those omg so happy excited and then sudden disappointment lol a bit embarassing but quite funnies. so the 2nd time around i made sure to hold the fork tight haha good times and good meatball ^^
- the satisfaction of finishing a huge pile of paper at volunteering =)
the bad~
- i gots to cool downnnn just need some thinking time T__T
- MATH FAIL yet again
- super tired from volunteering >__<
i was also looking at some pictures on facebook that someone had of a really nice sea-view and it made me think how it would be if i had grown up waking up to that view every morning.. would it be a similar feeling if someone from that place woke up in my place every morning, looked out my window that looks out onto a plain street and think that it was beautiful? like that feeling of unfamiliarity or does it have to do with our own perceptions that we've grown up with or experienced in our own life of what things are more beautiful than others... IF i had grown up by an ocean would i STILL find it beautiful after being around it all this time? hmm.. kay my deep thought of the day =)
i was also in the library with arnold today looking through our fc accounts and stuff and i keep a lot of my old stuff so we were reading through old random chains and stuff. OMGOODNESS. i can't believe how immature i was ahah and SO STUPID. and how other people (who have now become way more mature) were ridiculously dumb haha except i feel lk in fact we haven't changed all that much. even though we've learnt a lot, inside.. a lot of that silliness is still there and some things just never change. and i think i kind of like that a bit. (though hopefully it's those quirky good things that we keep.. not the bad habits..)
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Monday, February 23, 2009
counting down
this morning i met rahim on the subway and we had a little chat as we walked from spadina station to UTS. we talked about how time had passed so fast and it was already nearly march. everything just flew by i guess while we were enjoying ourselves. and all this grad stuff is coming up too.. i'm taking my grad photo tomorrow (the formal one) and then we are looking and fitting grad rings on friday, university decisions (yay i got ubc acceptance too) every event that has occurred is our last... our last Show, last semi, our last jazz night and our last couple of months that we will be in contact with lots of people at our school, as it is inevitable that many friendships will be lost... i know this is a really negative way to look at it and instead i could be looking forward to the new things in university and new friendships and i shouldn't be regretful of the things i've lost. As much as i didn't regret losing all my memory and stuff from my laptop, simple pictures, music, and homework don't translate into the same thing as simply not caring that i won't be seeing many of the people at school anymore.
i know i've had really mixed notions of UTS in the past. there was a time when i hated it and i could care less if i just left and went somewhere else. UTS used to mean almost nothing to me as a school and friendships weren't the strongest and i felt the better ones i could still retain. However maybe it's something about being in the graduating year and only having 4 more months with the people i've spent 6 years at school with. i know we all have to move on and there are great new things to explore and look at... but i just want to make the best out of the little time i have left.
i wish i could go out more and spend more time with the people i know and maybe not even know (as well) instead of being super worried about school and everything. (although i know entrance scholarships are nice) and i'm probably only saying this because i've already been accepted to a lot of my programs... need to do more cool stuff =(
i know i've had really mixed notions of UTS in the past. there was a time when i hated it and i could care less if i just left and went somewhere else. UTS used to mean almost nothing to me as a school and friendships weren't the strongest and i felt the better ones i could still retain. However maybe it's something about being in the graduating year and only having 4 more months with the people i've spent 6 years at school with. i know we all have to move on and there are great new things to explore and look at... but i just want to make the best out of the little time i have left.
i wish i could go out more and spend more time with the people i know and maybe not even know (as well) instead of being super worried about school and everything. (although i know entrance scholarships are nice) and i'm probably only saying this because i've already been accepted to a lot of my programs... need to do more cool stuff =(
Monday, February 16, 2009
hey big city, i'm still waiting
i haven't had such a fun-filled relaxing day lk today in awhile
so i went to Church and service was aites. Sunday school was fun times and good discussion especially since there's that big chain going on about religion and some people are attacking Christianity a lot >__< i think the theme we've been touching on has been very helpful and rika, almond, and abraham are fun and helpful teachers :) then i went to eat lunch at soon's tofu with andrea, irene, and wendy. KIMCHI TOFU CHIGAE stuff so gooood and filling =D and good chats time and i heard some funny stories and a sad one too =( and then i met audriana at finch to go to laurence's party together and we got him a card from morning glory. so many cute things inside! anyways then we went downtown and went to the esplanade this super fancy, triangular shaped condo building. and we went to the penthouse/party room floor. man so nice.. the best was the view. since it was in the "spike" of the triangle, you could see the lakeshore/lake on one side and the other looks into the cityyy and when the sun was setting.. really pretty! and then when it was night and city lights and CN tower in view and everything. SO NICE.. and it was good cause they opened up the balcony doors so we could go out and just enjoy the view even more and stanley was taking pics and everything and it was good times =) good foood too. then it was 8 ish and time to go and jho and audriana and i decided to go watch a movie with jho's 3 free tickets ^^ so we went sheppard grande and confessions of a shopaholic was on at 9 50 so we watched that one T__T SO LATE but sok... had a good talk with them haha interrogating jho about his crushes and he was so tired it was kinda funny. but good times just hanging out with people :)
i have some stuff on my mind. lk how some things are so hard to change yet somethings have become so different. haiii well that's for another day. so sleepy from this super long day!
so i went to Church and service was aites. Sunday school was fun times and good discussion especially since there's that big chain going on about religion and some people are attacking Christianity a lot >__< i think the theme we've been touching on has been very helpful and rika, almond, and abraham are fun and helpful teachers :) then i went to eat lunch at soon's tofu with andrea, irene, and wendy. KIMCHI TOFU CHIGAE stuff so gooood and filling =D and good chats time and i heard some funny stories and a sad one too =( and then i met audriana at finch to go to laurence's party together and we got him a card from morning glory. so many cute things inside! anyways then we went downtown and went to the esplanade this super fancy, triangular shaped condo building. and we went to the penthouse/party room floor. man so nice.. the best was the view. since it was in the "spike" of the triangle, you could see the lakeshore/lake on one side and the other looks into the cityyy and when the sun was setting.. really pretty! and then when it was night and city lights and CN tower in view and everything. SO NICE.. and it was good cause they opened up the balcony doors so we could go out and just enjoy the view even more and stanley was taking pics and everything and it was good times =) good foood too. then it was 8 ish and time to go and jho and audriana and i decided to go watch a movie with jho's 3 free tickets ^^ so we went sheppard grande and confessions of a shopaholic was on at 9 50 so we watched that one T__T SO LATE but sok... had a good talk with them haha interrogating jho about his crushes and he was so tired it was kinda funny. but good times just hanging out with people :)
i have some stuff on my mind. lk how some things are so hard to change yet somethings have become so different. haiii well that's for another day. so sleepy from this super long day!
Friday, February 13, 2009
long weekend :)
yaaay i've just been blogging a lot because i have lotsa free time ^^ which can be both a good and a bad thing...
FRIDAY - PD DAY
we're going to janice's house and... i'm not sure what we're doing haha but i'm sure it'll be good since the girls haven't hung out in awhile with just the girls but i'm not sure who is actually going. and this way i can still make it to fellowship :) kwan and jo are doing the dating/relationships thing (just in time for vday) and i heard it was really funny last year hahaha so i'm anticipating lotsa laughs ^^
i'm a little sad though because dwang invited me to go to their night snowboarding trip.. NIGHT SNOWBOARDING sounds so intense! and cool and i've never done it before so i kind of wanted to go and i'm friends with some of them but no gr 12s were going so it'd be weird i think.. BUT I wANT TO GO SNOWBOARDING ARS
SATURDAY - good ol' vday
super shopping day with my love. but not actually. just crystal haha we're going to go pmall --> fairview --> tenren's? it'll be good catching up time since we've both been so busyyyy and haven't hung out since mid-jan? but yah gotta buy heels for semi and whatever good sales we can find :) vday sales? ^^ and time to swipe that card kekeke
SUNDAY
chuuuurch ^^ i wonder if people are coming back.. then we can all go lunch again =D then after that there's laurence's partay! at the esplanade ^^ sounds lk a pro nice place and a nice way to just chills with people
MONDAY ??
cheung k maybe ... but it might get cancelled but we'll see laa i haven't gone in so long =(
anyways jazz night was pretty cool :) janice was supposed eat with me and watch with me but she ditched me for jeff =( but sok i just spent time with juju instead and helped set up and whatever. i learnt to make the best grilled cheese sandwiches i've ever had. i also got lots of free food =D and i waited tables kinda hehe oh today we also got cuspidors with lk that relationship tree which was kinda funny to laugh at and look back on. the s5s got very into i think since they were lk OMG THIS HAPPENED?! and it was a little awkward when some people asked me. in fact some one ran up to me and cornered me demanding an explanation! lol haiyo.. mm school was pretty good today.
a) i understood generally the physics stuff =D
b) err more math failure though...
c) spares were nice and chill.
d) I LOST MY SWEATER =(..
e) lolll i saw a dead deer (roadkill?) at bayview and steeles. i think i saw that deer alive last year... so sad T__T
f) i made a "new friend" today? new friend meaning... maybe more than just a person i see at school and someone that will say hi =)
g) i really want to go on a tripppp!
h) SEMIIIIIIIII ^^
anyways. good stuff coming up hopefully ^^
FRIDAY - PD DAY
we're going to janice's house and... i'm not sure what we're doing haha but i'm sure it'll be good since the girls haven't hung out in awhile with just the girls but i'm not sure who is actually going. and this way i can still make it to fellowship :) kwan and jo are doing the dating/relationships thing (just in time for vday) and i heard it was really funny last year hahaha so i'm anticipating lotsa laughs ^^
i'm a little sad though because dwang invited me to go to their night snowboarding trip.. NIGHT SNOWBOARDING sounds so intense! and cool and i've never done it before so i kind of wanted to go and i'm friends with some of them but no gr 12s were going so it'd be weird i think.. BUT I wANT TO GO SNOWBOARDING ARS
SATURDAY - good ol' vday
super shopping day with my love. but not actually. just crystal haha we're going to go pmall --> fairview --> tenren's? it'll be good catching up time since we've both been so busyyyy and haven't hung out since mid-jan? but yah gotta buy heels for semi and whatever good sales we can find :) vday sales? ^^ and time to swipe that card kekeke
SUNDAY
chuuuurch ^^ i wonder if people are coming back.. then we can all go lunch again =D then after that there's laurence's partay! at the esplanade ^^ sounds lk a pro nice place and a nice way to just chills with people
MONDAY ??
cheung k maybe ... but it might get cancelled but we'll see laa i haven't gone in so long =(
anyways jazz night was pretty cool :) janice was supposed eat with me and watch with me but she ditched me for jeff =( but sok i just spent time with juju instead and helped set up and whatever. i learnt to make the best grilled cheese sandwiches i've ever had. i also got lots of free food =D and i waited tables kinda hehe oh today we also got cuspidors with lk that relationship tree which was kinda funny to laugh at and look back on. the s5s got very into i think since they were lk OMG THIS HAPPENED?! and it was a little awkward when some people asked me. in fact some one ran up to me and cornered me demanding an explanation! lol haiyo.. mm school was pretty good today.
a) i understood generally the physics stuff =D
b) err more math failure though...
c) spares were nice and chill.
d) I LOST MY SWEATER =(..
e) lolll i saw a dead deer (roadkill?) at bayview and steeles. i think i saw that deer alive last year... so sad T__T
f) i made a "new friend" today? new friend meaning... maybe more than just a person i see at school and someone that will say hi =)
g) i really want to go on a tripppp!
h) SEMIIIIIIIII ^^
anyways. good stuff coming up hopefully ^^
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
兒歌 by deserts xuan <3
all her songs are really smooth and mellow =)
如果受了傷就喊一聲痛
if you've been hurt just scream a sound of pain
真的說出來就不會太難過
if you really say it out, it won't be too hard to endure
生活生活 會快樂也會寂寞
life, life, will be happy and will be lonely
生活生活 明天我們好好的過
life, life, tomorrow we will live well
this is also officially my favourite kid EVER
如果受了傷就喊一聲痛
if you've been hurt just scream a sound of pain
真的說出來就不會太難過
if you really say it out, it won't be too hard to endure
生活生活 會快樂也會寂寞
life, life, will be happy and will be lonely
生活生活 明天我們好好的過
life, life, tomorrow we will live well
this is also officially my favourite kid EVER
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
my life 一直在等待 (8)
the title of this blog has nothing to do with anything i just thought of it though because they are lyrics to a song by jj lin ^^ lol anywho i have to write AMC tomorrow cause mr ianine signed me up =S BUT I THOUGHT HE WAS JOKING. and now i'm going to do the worst out of everyone and it will be terribly embarassing =( i've also got a pretty exciting weekend coming up (long weekend) including a partay, and some cheung k. also possibly another partay/skiing. the only day i don't have anything to do is valentine's day lol. THAT"S ACTUALLY KINDA DEPRESSING when you think about it in such a context. and audriana kept making such a big fuss about not being able to buy chocolate that wasn't heart shaped haha or in a heart-shaped container. it reminds me of something matt lai said a couple years ago (so he was in grade lk 6?) and he said valentine's day is such a bad day because more people feel bad than feel good? haha i can't even remember what it was. but yknow it's ok yahyah single ladies (8) i have no idea how that song goes..
works also keeping me a little busy but things are more or less chill :) stay a little bit afterschool somedays to just chills. study some physics =S aiyo
我很久都沒用中文寫了。 在我腦海裏我想著很多事。 我沒想到我又會喜歡我在七年級喜歡的人。我以爲我在uts的時候我都不會再跟他説話不過他衣物歸很近我的，所以有好多機會可以對他說幾句話。 可能是因爲他很多日都會留在學校做show的東西， 也是因爲我常常都會去看他們還是幫他們， 所以我們講多一點。 我曾經作的目標是又做過朋友， 我有一點思念他。。。 不知道會讓到我又愛上他。。 不過我覺得他是有一點變，一點不同， 不過我也是一樣。 是已經五年當然不會做一樣的人。。 不過我發現我的感情對他都是一樣。 愛個人真的不是兩三天。。 有一日我們兩個都留在學校找相片 （不是我，是為他）不過我陪他們因爲我都沒有功課要做。 我們在臺上面“睡着”（其實説話）不過他拿著我的頭髮完。是不是說過如果一個男生喜歡你他會搞女生的頭髮嗎？ 不過最難是我真的不知道如果他的感情是像我的。。 因爲有時他好像是想陪我談談一點不過在另一個方面他都不會來跟我説話所以我的想法。。真的不知道怎麽辦。 太麻煩啦!
works also keeping me a little busy but things are more or less chill :) stay a little bit afterschool somedays to just chills. study some physics =S aiyo
我很久都沒用中文寫了。 在我腦海裏我想著很多事。 我沒想到我又會喜歡我在七年級喜歡的人。我以爲我在uts的時候我都不會再跟他説話不過他衣物歸很近我的，所以有好多機會可以對他說幾句話。 可能是因爲他很多日都會留在學校做show的東西， 也是因爲我常常都會去看他們還是幫他們， 所以我們講多一點。 我曾經作的目標是又做過朋友， 我有一點思念他。。。 不知道會讓到我又愛上他。。 不過我覺得他是有一點變，一點不同， 不過我也是一樣。 是已經五年當然不會做一樣的人。。 不過我發現我的感情對他都是一樣。 愛個人真的不是兩三天。。 有一日我們兩個都留在學校找相片 （不是我，是為他）不過我陪他們因爲我都沒有功課要做。 我們在臺上面“睡着”（其實説話）不過他拿著我的頭髮完。是不是說過如果一個男生喜歡你他會搞女生的頭髮嗎？ 不過最難是我真的不知道如果他的感情是像我的。。 因爲有時他好像是想陪我談談一點不過在另一個方面他都不會來跟我説話所以我的想法。。真的不知道怎麽辦。 太麻煩啦!
Saturday, February 7, 2009
seasons (by gc lol)
well i'm really happy today because the weather is wonderful and i feel lk spring is comingggg because it was nice and warm (although windy) and i could wear a tshirt and sweater outside and not feel cold. ^^
i also think i saw elena at fmp. (where you there on saturday?!?!)and i used my credit card for the first time =O and i was super scared it wouldn't go through but it did and then i signed on the line and it felt CRAZY. but not actually. just felt kind of cool hehe. i was also buying all this lk guy clothing =S and my mom was lk ... why are you becoming a boy!! lol but i just lk some guy clothes moreee
i've also been trying to learn guitar more and pick it up again and stuff but i'm slowly reaching my max level that i can get away with by not trying to like push myself to learn harder. need more motivationnnn (maybe some really awesome song or something)
i'm really worried about math and physics =S magnetism makes no sense to me and i really don't need my physics mark dropping... and math.. IDUNNO i will be making sooo many mistakes =( maybe i should get a tutor for physics or something lol aiyoo but school has been quite fun lately and it seems like most people are enjoying it more or less. i can't wait til soma and dressing up and being a totally awesome security.... SHOPPING lol
i also think i saw elena at fmp. (where you there on saturday?!?!)and i used my credit card for the first time =O and i was super scared it wouldn't go through but it did and then i signed on the line and it felt CRAZY. but not actually. just felt kind of cool hehe. i was also buying all this lk guy clothing =S and my mom was lk ... why are you becoming a boy!! lol but i just lk some guy clothes moreee
i've also been trying to learn guitar more and pick it up again and stuff but i'm slowly reaching my max level that i can get away with by not trying to like push myself to learn harder. need more motivationnnn (maybe some really awesome song or something)
i'm really worried about math and physics =S magnetism makes no sense to me and i really don't need my physics mark dropping... and math.. IDUNNO i will be making sooo many mistakes =( maybe i should get a tutor for physics or something lol aiyoo but school has been quite fun lately and it seems like most people are enjoying it more or less. i can't wait til soma and dressing up and being a totally awesome security.... SHOPPING lol
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
slight update
1. I've completed all my university supplementary forms. well i only had two.. and one i technically don't have to complete but I"M DONE. I also got my waterloo acceptance package ^^ i feel so happy and relieved and worries about this stuff are quickly fading :)
2. Right now school is really breezing by although I should be keeping up my average for the possibility of getting entrance scholarships for averages 90 - 95 (i hope i can hit this even with the bad chem mark). i think 95+ is aiming a little too high XD except maybe i'm being a bit too relaxed because i keep just wanting to go to sleep and not go to class. which is really bad T__T
3. I don't think it's supposed to be so awkward with him but it is =\ i think i'm just a little bit bitter about the situation so i'm sort of giving him the cold shoulder or whatever.
4. my gundam thing sucks T___T
5. I keep staying afterschool now. I think it's because recently i realized how every week is just zooming by and how in such a short time i will be graduating and leaving uts forever and many people i may never see again. so i really want to spend time at school except all my friends keep going home T__T so it can be awkward if no one is there but usually we're just cleaning up after show. like that time in the auditorium omgosh so pretty. the sign lit up in the darkness and stanley and jacob taking pics for portfolio and it was so nice and relaxing lying on the stage. but yah i want to spend more time with people instead of just going home right away and not doing anything anyways. so might as well have some fun with pplz at school =D
2. Right now school is really breezing by although I should be keeping up my average for the possibility of getting entrance scholarships for averages 90 - 95 (i hope i can hit this even with the bad chem mark). i think 95+ is aiming a little too high XD except maybe i'm being a bit too relaxed because i keep just wanting to go to sleep and not go to class. which is really bad T__T
3. I don't think it's supposed to be so awkward with him but it is =\ i think i'm just a little bit bitter about the situation so i'm sort of giving him the cold shoulder or whatever.
4. my gundam thing sucks T___T
5. I keep staying afterschool now. I think it's because recently i realized how every week is just zooming by and how in such a short time i will be graduating and leaving uts forever and many people i may never see again. so i really want to spend time at school except all my friends keep going home T__T so it can be awkward if no one is there but usually we're just cleaning up after show. like that time in the auditorium omgosh so pretty. the sign lit up in the darkness and stanley and jacob taking pics for portfolio and it was so nice and relaxing lying on the stage. but yah i want to spend more time with people instead of just going home right away and not doing anything anyways. so might as well have some fun with pplz at school =D
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