kyuuute song ar~

so i've been posting a lot more recently. and i guess it's due to the fact that i really don't have much to do :) which is such a relief ^___^ i can watch more dramas/animes teehee. i hope i don't get lazy. but this is such a nice break AHHH okay purpose of my post is this really cute song by FIR called 三个心愿 or "three wishes" teehee love it when they say "ok!" enjoy la

FIR- 三个心愿
FIR – san ge xin yuan
Three wishes

我喜欢你的眼神温柔又危险
Wo xi huan ni de yan shen wen rou you wei xian
I like the look in your eyes, gentle yet dangerous

请不要戴上眼镜我会看不见
Qing bu yao dai shang yan jing wo hui kan bu jian
Please don’t wear glasses, I will not be able to see

想要张开双手把你宝贝
Xiang yao zhang kai shuang shou ba ni bao bei
Open my hands to hold you, baby

想和你天天见面
Xiang he ni tian tian jian mian
Want to meet with you everyday

想带你环游世界
Xiang dai ni huan you shi jie
Want to take you traveling around the world

我喜欢你爱逞强苯苯的笑脸
Wo xi huan ni ai cheng qiang ban ban de xiao lian
I like the way you love to pretend half a smile in your face

在心中抬头挺胸坚定的信念
Zai xin zhong tai tou ting xiong jian ding de xin nian
Deep at heart holding up a very strong belief

这个辽阔世界不够完美
Zhe ge liao kuo shi jie bu gou wan mei
This wide world is not beautiful enough

但有了你在我身边什么都很ok
Dan you le ni zai wo shen bian shen me dou hen ok
But having you at my side, everything is all okay

第一个心愿为你把幸福堆积
Di yi ge xin yuan wei ni ba xing fu dui ji
The first wish is a pile of happiness for you

天涯到海角头发到呼吸
Tian ya dao hai jiao tou fa dao hu xi
From the edge of the sky till the deepest sea, *the impossible happens*
(*  I think this is a figure of speech, literally means the hair breathes)

第二个心愿给你最好的自己
Di er ge xin yuan gei ni zui hao de zi ji
The second wish, giving you the best of myself

再许个心愿我的爱把你占领
Zai xu ge xin yuan wo de ai ba ni zhan ling
One more given wish is that my love dwells in you

哦~~~
Oh..

为什么为了小事就要掉眼泪
Wei shen me wei le xiao shi jiu yao diao yan lei
Why do you shed your tears just for little things?

好象有太多的事只能自己背
Hao xiang you tai duo de shi zhi neng zi ji bei
Looks like there is a lot of problems that you can only bear alone

其实只要你说一句ok
Qi shi zhi yao ni shuo yi ju ok
But if only you would say one sentence, okay

现在就立刻马上变成你的superman
Xian zai jiu li ke ma shang bian cheng ni de superman
Right now I will immediately change to be your superman

这世上最重要的不止是誓言
Zhe shi shang zui zhong yao de bu zhi shi shi yan
In this world, the most important thing is not only an oath

只要你常常记得亲亲我的脸
Zhi yao ni chang chang ji de qin qin wo de lian
Just want you to remember my face dearly all over again

我会永远记得这个今天
Wo hui yong yuan ji de zhe ge jin tian
I will forever remember this very day

还有很久的那一天我也要有你陪
Hai you hen jiu de na yi tian wo ye yao you ni pei
Still have a long time till that day, I want you to accompany me

下一个心愿给你最好的自己
Xia yi ge xin yuan gei ni zui hao de zi ji
The next wish, give you the best of myself

Gigs and animes

ahhh i went to a gig! it was supah awesome ^__^. so it was like the sketchiest tiniest recording studio somewhere in scarborough and at first i had some doubts and even a bit worried about it but it was one of the greatest experience ever =) so basically you had a bunch of bands (most comprised of asians ^__^) and i guess you would say they are indie bands. and i guess you could also say their style of music is rockish/metal? not so much metal just like..IN BETWEEN SOMEWHERE. if you know what jrock sounds like i would say it sounded something like that (without the visual kei =P) but yah most of the bands were made up of chinese ppl :D but they sang in english for the most part. AND THEY WERE ABSOLUTELY AMAZING. just the amount of skill and EVERYTHING (guitar solos, drum solos, bass solos etc). even though it's not really my "type" of music i still really liked it and gosh SO YING/COOL :D and it's really interesting that even though some of the musicians there seemed like.. super rockerish or whatever (based on music or just looks) they're probably just really chill/dorky ppl ^__^ (eg guitarist from spider's kiss.. after the show he was like "LETS GO TO LUN GEI (kenny's noodle)" haha kyuteee.
anyways there was this like band that was not asian with the exception of the drummer and they were really good. i would like to advertise for them aahah their site is www.thepassengersloveyou.com so go check out their stuff =) they ressemble bloc party (quote wendy)
AS WELL i really liked this band because the guitarists were so fobby looking and it was cute that they dressed up nice and started their set off with "hey we're the super duper sunflower boys" (or something like that). they're called spider's kiss and even though some of their songs are a bit too... "loud" for me i like to listen to the musical part of it lol (duh.. salina gosh) THEIR DRUMS WERE SUPAH COOL. <3 their site: www.thespiderskiss.com

anywho this is a picture of them that day of the show. check out what they're wearing =) ahah okay now i feel a bit stalkerish but anyways they were really good! ps LOOK AT THOSE SHADESSS teehee
anyways i hate making really long blogs... i don't know why so i must stop now and i'll blog about my anime later ^__^

posting at school

gosh i love spares get to do nothinggg. except it's over in 30 minutes but i'm suuuuper bored =( it's kinda sad that i'm bored when i have nothing to do but when i do have work and stuff like that i really hate it. so either way it really sucks haha .. which i guess isn't that funny. i'm glad for fellowship though. i couldn't go last week and it'll be fun to see everyone at church again. i just need a nice break. and i'm hoping i'm still going to the concert on saturday (tomorrow). it's an afc concert and daniel au has free tickets! ^__^ so i get to go for free~ and justis kao is performing haha he was so good during tc!

argggh still being insomniac-ish (not that i want to be). sooo really dead right now. and i still have to stay afterschool for some bio workshop so definitely can't skip that...
i really want to sleeeeeep!(-.-)zZ

ahah and this is the random part. i really want to get a haircut (my hair is way too long) but i don't know how to get it cut! helpz plz =) i had some ideas but not too sure anymore. maybe i'll post some pics later and i know this is really "mo liu" but aha i need some advice..

busybusybusy

I HAVEN'T GIVEN UP/FORGOTTEN ABOUT BLOGGING. i will keep up this blog site!!!! just too busy right now to write super long stuff okay okay okay bye ^_^v

aZnness

HM well that was a pretty interesting weekend. haha so as i said i went to watch the play on friday.. but totally missed it due to washing dishes >_> but you know i guess i really thank God for that experience. yeah sure i missed a really amazing play (from what i hear) but even though washing dishes was sooo terribly tiring it was amazingly fun. All our complaining turned into fun times and it was just all laughs ^__^ haha through washing dishes i've been able to become closer to maureen and gladys <3

and then on saturday was jan's sleepover partay oh man what can i say... cheung k is absolutely one of my favourite hobbies now. too bad i'm the worst singer in the world teehee. we're all starting to memorize the pinyin to songs so we are prepared next time haha i love my azn expeditions (ahah and seeing elena at pmall!!). i'm really glad i'm azn actually.. self-teaching myself chinese wooooot. when i learn more one of my goals will be to write a blog all in chinese .. but that will be a loooong time from now :( PATIENCE hehe

sigh well school is back though and sooo much work. i'm so LOST in all the things that are due. i have to go look at that agenda ><

Cheung k fobby pic =)

waiting for the [long] weekend

Hm so i really should be working right now but i'm stuck on lazy mode... today was really strange. there were modelling auditions at school for our culture show so i decided to try it out just for fun and it was sooo embarassing doing the walk and whatever haha. but anyways this weekend seems awesome!

first i get to see the play "enough?" at church =) <3 it sounds super duper awesome. and then the day after that will be janice's karaoke/sleepover bday partay more <3s going to cheung k ^__^v yah and then there's the work part but i'll worry about that later =) i guess i should go work now then ahah

<3ing weekends

random thoughts of the day~

WOW okay last attempt to keep up a blog. i keep finding that i need it sometimes and then don't need it some other times so it's like... a really on and off thing... i guess i decided to start this blog because i really needed to get some things out. just anywhere. as long as it's out of my system it's good. SIGH so idunno really today i totally got ignored and left alone cause the girls were interested in that *find the difference* game and i love that they love to game but i wish they dind't have to exclude me in it. they never ask me if i want to play and then i end up sitting out/apart from everyone. and that really doesn't feel too good. it's happened before.. like when J and L were playing mario kart, i was totally sitting there doing absolutely nothing and neither of them offered their turn up. i waited just to see if they would ask me to play. is it wrong to test them like that?
I'm not really sure what i'm doing sometimes. i want to act mad but i can never get myself to exhibit that "mad" mood. i can maybe keep that mood for... 5 minutes and then it gets weird. idunno i wish things weren't so complicated. i mean would it be easier if i didn't care at all. and these are such simple things too. Am i expecting too much from my friends... and then being let down? that always happens doesn't it. wishing things were one way and then when it isn't, you just get all upset. i wish i had someone i could rant all this too but instead i'm letting this all out in a blog. which is kinda sad. and i guess that's it... not the best day but hope it gets better.
yah i'm sure God has something better in store for me. i just have to "get through the rain to see the rainbow" or however that saying goes....