LAPTOP

yay i got a laptop and it took me like three days to connect to the internet... BUT I FINALLY WORKED IT OUT (by myself kekez ^___^) and i am connected to the world wide web :) but it is so tedious to like... transfer files, redownload programs and stuff. oh myz lol this will be slow.. but i'm so happy! i can watch youtube kekeke anyways wow this has been a pretty eventful but wonderful day :) yay

CHINESE NEW YEAR <3

so today is ... 2 days after the actual chinese new year but the culture and celebrations are still going on :) firstly for chinese school we had our performances today and everybody had those nice chinese new year clothes on (the traditional wear) the little kids were SOO adorable ^^ yah then we read our poem ahaha it was overall a jokes and enjoyable event :) i luff chinese keke

then i had to get a semi dress and failed to find one at markville but i went over to fmp and found one there :) hooray! i think it's pretty. but the real festivities were at pacific mall! so there's at least 3 dragons in that place dancing around and eating the cabbages and spitting them out and stuff lol it was so exciting and just so fun ! one of the little boys at pmall was dancing and trying to pretend to be like the dragon, dancing to the beat of the drum hahah 很可愛！^^ i also got a red pocket from random ppl haha it was a white guy in this like chinese costume. so that was kind of funny haha. and all the like decorations and red and stuff like that everywhere was really cool :) it was just a very happy day haha even though i couldn't watch cloverfield... it's not really a feeling i can describe but i like it when i'm around these festival-ish things. it's very uplifting :)

also brian is a cutie~ lol so for my birthday he said he wanted to get me a bigbang shirt but he told me that he couldn't use his parent's credit card. SO i go away for wanakita... come back, open my locker, and the shirt is in my locker!!! with a card that says "trix'ddd" on it ahaha. i find that really cute haha not to mention his birthday letter was cute as well. :D so i guess not a bad week overall? :)

restlessness

well for some reason i'm feeling very restless right now. like that naggy feeling of things that bother you but you can't really say what's the cause cause it's just a big mix of things that you're getting annoyed by... and then you just kind of want to scream or cry >< it's probably a mix of:

- crazy snow storm today that cancelled culture show and going to bribri's house
- getting jo for the rose thing when i thought i was getting bribri (it's awkward cause jo is sending me the rose and i don't want to give chocolates to jo cause it is kind of suggestive and will make things awkward >__<)
- i cannot draw gundam heavyarms :| why is it so hard >__<
- i want to talk to people but they are not on msn
- bad night yesterday concerning gunbound and boys on gunbound
- soreness from crashing into a wall during frisbee and just too much running
- not getting my healthcard photo taken because i don't have the required I.D. (where do i find a piece of I.D. that has my address on it?!)
- boredom?

i don't even know. want to 唱k >___< to vent some of this frustration

a nice song with sad lyrics -> 我要快樂 (I want happiness) by A Mei

"i am not born to enjoy lonliness//however i feel lonely more than anyone else
even if you give me the whole world//i still own nothing"