... if i didn't have God with me now. I really can't even begin to imagine how i would face all my trials without God by my side. and that's the situation now... housing is really frustrating T___T there's 10 days before september and we neeed to find somebody to fill in the 5th spot in our townhouse. the first payment is due september 1st or else it's considered late? we all feel at such a lost/in a panic to find one more person and it's completely destroying us! but what would i do without faith in God... to believe that this is the perfect plan and that no matter what we praise Him. I shared how in my first year, God taught me to have faith. and yesterday i read in a book: "Times like this are when we just have to bare our face to the tempest and go on without seeing clearly, without understanding, without anything but naked faith." that is what i feel like now... i don't know what will happen or why or really even what to do but keep searching for a person... but just to go on in faith >< and i really hope that i keep this faith up because i don't want to lose that! i don't want to fall into any temptation that says that God isn't with us or for us or helping us. Just gotta lift this up to God!
anyways minor update: was playing airhockey and left my finger hanging over the side and it got owned =(, went to playdium and almost played for free but instead got a 1 hour unlimited play card - still gotta praise Him for giving us a free busride and that card tho =), aand softball! always happy playing softball
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thanks for the former of your post :)
josh lended (lent?) me his 1040movie dvd. there was a pastor, his name's phil i think, decided to serve his people at indonesia.
jaeson talks about phil's big faith in using a place for God. he just believes he has received it from God, up until 3 days before the big event or something, he has already advertised his event as if he got the place confirmed already.
and 72hrs before the event, he finally had the place confirmed for his conference!
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