softball devos

i really learn so much from my own devos I give after home games. i feel lk God has been proving and showing Himself in a way that very much relates to the devos i give. as well he's also teaching me so much and putting my through trials that challenge me to live out the things i try to show others in my devos. it's reallly amazing and i see God working in sooo many ways through so many people this summer and i'm so JOYOUS. i really am feeling so much joy =D

but i definitely do have many trials of my own still. i wish i could stop being so selfish and be mooore loving and esp encouraging the people around me to grow in their faith and to lead a God glorifying life. but all in God's will! i must definitely pray more. one really big thing the missionary book talks about is the importance of prayer. really humans do so little... most things are really done by God, we just don't know it! so PRAAAYYY sometimes there's really only so little we can do.