semi!

i am very excited that we got into semi-finals for junior softball :D but i know it's not because of our own skills that we have made it thus far, God has definitely been with us =D and it is only through God's will that we could make it to semi! anyways this softball season has been a lot of ups and downs for me... i looove to hang out with my team and i love softball! but it's disappointing to see how competition can change people. it's been rough on me =( but i try to remember that i'm leading FOR GOD above everything else. that the basis for all my actions is to serve and glorify Him and i hope i can set a good example like that for tomorrow...

and time for super vague slightly rant time...
i really hate the feeling of being replaced or like unimportant or not a part of something or not like..whats the word.... needed? esp since it's a team i suppose and it sucks knowing that it's like i can be thrown away so easily, like i won't be missed.. maybe those are things i just look for and expect too much. if she says she doensn't like to be compared why do you think i would like to be replaced... or easily swapped or something... is my presence really so disposable to them ..? i'm not trying to say i'm vital to the team or that i'm really good >_< i think that was my least vague post lol!