frosh =)

today was finally frosh connexion! it's exciting to be able to serve the new frosh... the feelings seem so similar and not so long ago when i was just a shy person at fellowship and hardly knew anybody, just like many of the frosh were today during campus time... shy and hesitant sometimes. and it's amazing that we are now brothers and sisters to these frosh, just as the upper years were to us. i just felt sooo much LOVE today among everyone and it was great =D and the event ran pretty smoothly in general and we had an awesome awesome turnout and it really is SO GOOD. and i hope that we don't take any of the glory but through everything glorify God in this event. i'm so happy to see the next generation =D i hope they will be a strong group together! and while it certainly is different not being the FROSH group anymore and getting freebies from the upper years hehe it's time to step down humbly and lift up the next group as the BABIES =D

the campus group time went pretty well i think! we had way more frosh than expected and our room wasn't that big haha and i hope the frosh enjoyed itttt.. we had a lot of talking to begin with but we got had some laughs and good sharings and played charades after but it's a bit difficult with soo many people! and then there was my very terrible i-suck-at-public-speaking sharing infront of eeeverybody T_T i don't know what to think about it... i was indeed very nervous and prayed very hard beforehand about it =S and i still said bajiiiliions of "um"s and i feel like that probably made my sharing a lot worse and a lot harder to understand and maybe my point didnt' really get through and it makes me feel like i failed.. like i did a very poor job when God gave me an opportunity to share and i sucked =( i feel that i shouldn't be thinking of it like that... i hope God is pleased with meee, that i tried to share... but i can't help but feel like it was so fail! cause i always really want to sharee about many things and now i have the opportunity to share about my experiences infront of soo many frosh and really make an impact. but i guess that impact is not up to meee. may the Spirit work in the frosh, God-willing ofcourse!

anyway helping plan/run FX was a great experience! met many people and saw God working =)