anyways so after a pretty rough night i wake up and get ready for vbc and i'm totally ready and going to make it on time for morning devos and then my dad drives me to the bus stop and just in time to make it to the bus! it says "not in service" but people get on anyway and sometimes the one that takes me to finch says that so i get on thinking i'm GOOD TO GO. and then the bus TURNS AND GOES TO THE GO TRAIN STATION.... aldjf this was most definitely frustrating after a bad night so i had to walk all the way back to bayview.
i know this really sounds like a bad start to a post and it sounds like i'm complaining and at the time i really just felt like crying because things seemed so difficult T_T but i'm glad God has shown me enough times not to despair and i'm happy that i never get to the point where i blame God for anything or question Him. i kept telling myself to trust in Him and even though i felt pain emotionally that He will pull me out from this one. i always thought that like to fully trust in God meant that you had to be happy and not sad at all. but i don't think that's really what it means anymore.. becuase i think many things will still make you sad but it's joy in the Lord that shall give us strength :D anddd guess what bus was waiting for me when i got to bayview? the bayview EXPRESS! so i got to finch faster than usual though definitely not able to make it in time for the devo =( and vbc actually took my mind off those things and i have an interesting bunch of kids and hopefully God will work in vbc! so i should def be asleep now -_-"
unrelated song :D
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