need more love!

well today was a goood start to the 2nd week of vbc and for the most part i already know the new kids joining the team so learning names is not a big deal, but i have a biig group of 16 kiddies! but anyway this day was pretty tiring since i did not get enough sleep yesterday night >_< and then it was rainy and i really did not want to play ultimate but then they said the game was a go anyway and despite wanting to go home and SLEEP, i figured i would enjoy it when i got there and i diiiid. it was nice running around. usually when i go play softball i don't do enough exercise so i feel i need to keep running around and expend all that energy but today it was GOOOD. i discovered how much i like running but only in the most carefree way haha but i was super pooped after that

anyways i think recently i've struggled a lot with seeing people going through something i went through in highschool... i think back now and it was sooo stupid and so wrong and so self-seeking... but thankfully i saw it as me just wanting to glorify myself and doing it for selfish reasons i tried very very hard to change my ways and it's been a really tough journey thus far.. and i guess when i see highschool people going through the same thing now, i get really upset because no one can see that it's wrong.. and many otehr complex issues play in haha but i think i should learn to first approach these people with love! and not assume or judge them but instead to help them in a loving way? >< haiii love love loooove