looking forward, looking back

i know i posted a lot about not wanting to leave highschool but as the end is drawing nearer I'm really looking forward to university... maybe it was due to my visit into waterloo and how fun it seemed to be able to live on your own and then all the things there are to look forward to in that, and also to be in a new environment, etc. i really do feel that i want to treasure the 3-month time span that really remains of my highschool career but i think i'm having even more fun anticipating the future. It's also really strange that I am so looking forward to what's to come... I don't even know where i want to go nor exactly what i would like to do. i did end up getting into u of t... but lamee i'm too dumb to be offered more than 500 dollars~ it just doesn't really trouble me all that much i suppose... i think right now i'm on a take life as it approaches sort of thing and i'm not sure if it's the right way to take things.. well we'll see where God is taking me :)