friendship and love... ship

I guess this is going to be a big two in one kind of blog... i went to school early today and did some contemplating about stuff in general and i felt very thankful. Things have been going alright and i'm trying not to let school and little naggy things get me down. I guess this is ironic because i kind of completely let things bug me today as the day progressed but that's besides the point. I must say I'm really thankful for friends that i have, but i realized there have been some people i've been very close with a couple years ago and i'm happy i've realized that i can still trust them and confide in them if necessary... just very open to telling them things and i think that's nice =) however i feel as if the friends now is a constant struggle and up-and-down thing... sometimes it's good sometimes it's not so great... maybe it's just the people they are. i feel like it's waivering a lot and sometimes i get a little let down and then i start to not want to hang out with them as much. which makes me feel i have no realy tight friend to trust and stuff.. but i think i am really lucky because unlike a lot of the group of friends at school i have out of school friends that i have fun with too. Is it better to have lots of friends or a couple of close ones? I think i've been in both of these situations before but i realized it doesn't really matter as long as your relationship with God is good... either way you will have fun with the few tight friends or you will have fun with all your many friends but people aren't perfect and will not always know what you're thinking, know what you need, know what's wrong, and won't always be there. but He will =) there's this song that i really like...
a song about friendship!
一個人的晚餐無聊寂寞
one person's boring lonely meal
兩個朋友能開心的直說
two friends can openly and happily talk
三個人可以給妳勇氣
three people can give you courage
可以安慰妳的失落
can comfort your disappointment
異口同聲的說
words from different mouthes but the same sound
因為有妳染上新的幽默
because of you i receive a new kind of joy
也因為有妳世界變得輕鬆
and because of you, my world becomes relaxed

我們能相遇非常難得
that we would meet is a work of fate
所以盡情大聲唱歌 分享每一分鐘
so openly sind loudly, make use of every minute
我們擁有一個真心的朋友
we have a true friend
就算有風吹不走我們感動
even the wind cannot blow away our feelings
真的希望妳能夠永遠快樂
i really hope you will always have enough happiness
妳懂我
you understand me
不用說
no need to say it
最想看見彼此的笑容
i really want to see you smile