equilibrium

when a system reaches equilibrium, it is dead and can do no work... or something like that (from bio, yay i still remember a bit) ANYWAYS i have achieved equilibrium! i feel very bad for not working but i have been staying afterschool everyday this week and then after that sometimes i have extra stuff to lay on like mandarin and volunteering... so i get really tired by the time i get home and i just want to lay around and NOT think of english essays. no work can be done! i feel like i could use this random play time to study or start something for work... or even practice breaking.. but I'M SO TIRED. need to sleep earlier... like right now...ALSO art.. oh my goodness i think my idea is going to get owned or it's going to turn out completely crappy... WHAT DO I DO?! uts is in desperate need of a holiday ...