i'm surprising myself by doing actually.. considerably well in school! on my standards.. probably not by super asian keening standards.. but at least i'm not sad over marks and that stuff =D but the downside is i'm feeling the slacking off starting up again. maybe because now i feel i can put less effort and still do well.. OR i'm just lazy. >__< so anytime now i'm feeling like i will completely flunk at least one of the 3 tests coming up! hooray!
but i think i'm also very proud of myself. i haven't let things affect me too extremely as they used to and i'm really learning how to take things easy although still a little worried about university. trust trust trust!
also bugging me are those s5s O_o sometimes it's nice because it feels lk the beginning of a nice friendship! then you realize it's not really because they just want to say hi in the hallways, then sometimes it seems like it. i'm not sure how to take it =S well at least i actually talk to dwang and stuff. and it's kind of nice to have people care/say hi when you pass by but it's all really shallow. not sure how to take it i suppose
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