how? i have no idea. i've been trying to think POSITIVE (yay!) and to take things more easily and it was going well but i think at the same time that kind of makes me hold things in then forget about them and then realize they're still sort of there and then there's that just "breaking down" time and i think that's what this week is.
so at street practice, we were doing some breaking stuff and then my friend is just like "juat be confident and you'll do well. stop saying you can't do stuff!" =( it's not the first time people have said it... but i wish i really could be confident and perfectly fine with myself and never comparing myself to others but i can'tttt =( and then when i talk about it maybe people don't take it seriously and they kind of just laugh and don't mention it but idunno i guess for me it's serious and for others .. maybe the don't even see it? it's not that i think i'm "worthless" i'm definitely wondering what my skills are though. i have no "forte".. i don't know what to do =(
i guess on a completely different note... david wang showed me a cute, nice song!
我到了这个时候还是一样
夜里的寂寞容易叫人悲伤
我不敢想的太多
因为我一个人
迎面而来的月光拉长身影
漫无目的地走在冷冷的街
我没有你的消息
因为我在想你
爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔
Up 'til now i haven't changed
In the lonliness of the night it's easy to be sad
I don't dare to think too much of it
Because I'm alone
facing the moonlight, it strethes the shadows
walking on an endless and cold street
i don't have news of you, because i'm thinking of you now
love me, don't leave
if you say you don't love me
i don't want to hear the truth come out
give me some of your gentleness again
hooray my loosely (badly) translated lyrics are so odd sounding. but it's nice in mando!
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