ahh plan 210! i don't know what to do =( it is due super soon but i can't even help >< i wish there was more i could do but i can't really do anything now but wait =\ and i've talked to other groups and it seems like they are super stressed out as well.. hope everything turns out okay. good thing i'm not planning to specialize in urban design... haha but i guess it'd be better if i could help contribute with some tech skills or something. i just keep praying that it will be okay and to not worry too much >< we worked pretty hard on it and while i don't have too much work i know other people's courses have suffered because of this project =(
aaaaand i was talking to someone recently about how i don't want to work to be rich so i have a good life... and that i want to use my life to help people... because in ecology class the prof goes on rants a lot about how people have really terrible systems that are bad for the environment and can be bad for people and how planners don't understand what trees need -_- and i used to want to be a zoologist and do animal conservation LOL because i like pandas... >_> but now in retrospect i think i would never want to spend my life helping animals when humans are in greater need of help! i often feel like i'm being such a dreamer though... or is it society/the devil!! trying to convince me that having such dreams are SILLY and the world is one where you have to fend for yourself and it makes no sense that you aren't in university to help yourself in the future. but i really don't want to lose sight of wanting to spend my life, my potential future career just so i can be comfortable or rich :S i want to DO something that God will be well pleased of! i hope i don't lose sight of this :)
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p.s. i think i give up!
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Hey salina, same here...i don't think i want to do urban design, but don't give up!
let's 一起努力定睛在神上... i often wonder why i'm in planning or how i can use planning to help others
it seems like such a long road and so many obstacles but even if 人无力,神总有
哈哈。i took so long just to type those chinese words (boo...) hope u understand.
P.S. i <3 pandasss too
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