i look to You

i think i had a rough week haha but thanks to everyone who helped me through, regardless if you guys REALIZE it or not.. but i think God worked through a lot of people to speak to me indirectly. AH so good =D

but anyway on wednesday we had our critique for that project and it went okay... major thing is we didn't get DESTROYED but it wasn't terrible. and our group was pretty positive about it :) not really looking forward to this anymore though! aaand we had an epic quiz in my chinese lit class and it was kinda ..crazy. it lasted 1.5 hours lol and i'm not really sure how i feel about it haha but i think the teacher is nice hopefully! anyway a lot of this struggling with school made me think back to last year and how much easier i found it... i guess school does get harder as you go up in levels! but i suddenly felt so unsure of myself and what i'm doing and what i should be doing and just overall really frustrated, feeling slightly abandonned by people and felt like no one could see i guess.. sounds so emo LOL but like i swear God has been trying to show me for yearssss that He is the greatest and most reliable friend that will ever exist. that no person could ever understand or be there for me as much as He can. but i temporarily forgot =( badddd salina! but after i just went home and did a devo and i felt GOOOD :D thank you God!

and i also went to a missions sharing night and that was really goood! really enjoyed it. i think it ties in well to how i was thinking about what i want to do in the future.. and i guess overall the whole sharing just spoke to me that God is still shaping me and that i was looking too much at where i wanna be, what i wanna do, forgetting to let God lead me.

SO i'm feeling much better now! i'm actually so bored right now i think i might do some work....