idunno how to start but my spirits are so low right now. as in i feel very distraught... it's been great getting to see a brother in Christ again esp after asia and uni and tonight he finally opened up a bit more. before i only got to see the surface of his pain... and i felt really heartbroken >_< because i felt that i could not help him carry his burden because the encouragement that i gave him, was i think something that he dind't really want to hear or i could not be sympathetic to him and maybe he thought that i was lecturing him or judging him...
ahhhh well anyways it's not always about what i can do for him because somethings just have to be healed and taken care of by God.. blah i wish there was more i could do for him...
but this has been an interesting weekend.... and i just feel like i want to rest in God's presence for all eternity nowwww because things have been difficult but i know it's no good to just run ...
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