hot and cold

and i don't mean the temperature. well KIND OF since it was nice awhile ago and i could wear a sweater out... and then it got super cold. :( but what i meant to talk about was TODAY. it was a both good and bad day on many diff levels i suppose.

always start with the good!
- i always really like to sleep in the commons. and by sleep i mean actually fall asleep. and i did today =D it was quite comfy actually. i kept hearing wilson screaming every now and then but sok i pretty much went straight back to sleep lol
- multicultural lunch =D i didn't actually eat much (since i was selling tix) other than other ppl's food but it was good i got some free food that people left me/gave me. something really funny happened today. klee offered me a meatball but there was no fork! so i was lk okay i will get one! so i was walking back happily with my fork ready for a meatball and 2 metres away the fork falls out of my hands =( it was like one of those omg so happy excited and then sudden disappointment lol a bit embarassing but quite funnies. so the 2nd time around i made sure to hold the fork tight haha good times and good meatball ^^
- the satisfaction of finishing a huge pile of paper at volunteering =)

the bad~
- i gots to cool downnnn just need some thinking time T__T
- MATH FAIL yet again
- super tired from volunteering >__<

i was also looking at some pictures on facebook that someone had of a really nice sea-view and it made me think how it would be if i had grown up waking up to that view every morning.. would it be a similar feeling if someone from that place woke up in my place every morning, looked out my window that looks out onto a plain street and think that it was beautiful? like that feeling of unfamiliarity or does it have to do with our own perceptions that we've grown up with or experienced in our own life of what things are more beautiful than others... IF i had grown up by an ocean would i STILL find it beautiful after being around it all this time? hmm.. kay my deep thought of the day =)

i was also in the library with arnold today looking through our fc accounts and stuff and i keep a lot of my old stuff so we were reading through old random chains and stuff. OMGOODNESS. i can't believe how immature i was ahah and SO STUPID. and how other people (who have now become way more mature) were ridiculously dumb haha except i feel lk in fact we haven't changed all that much. even though we've learnt a lot, inside.. a lot of that silliness is still there and some things just never change. and i think i kind of like that a bit. (though hopefully it's those quirky good things that we keep.. not the bad habits..)
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