SUPPLIES

i feel like a lot of people around me (well like 3) have been suddenly hit with stress from out of.. seemingly no where. Well honestly the day started kind of slow and it was really weird with Kevin :\ but i got through the day despite physics being terribly slow T__T i learnt hiphop kind of... forgot it though cause i had to rush to street to learn POPPING AND LOCKING which i definitely look like a fool doing. but i think street is sometimes stressing but at the same time a nice social destressing time. no matter what we do, street is always full of laughter and i really love that. kevin and nick are the only ones who are good at popping and locking and jeffyu is just tackling it in the most nonserious way. nick t is just laughing/sitting on the side XD trying to teach park to do this "girl's stance and like BOUNCE" ahhaha then like 2-people solo. SO AWKWARD but so hilarious. i must have the healthiest diaphragm ever. i wish i could show somehow how much i love this little group of people who just have fun but i don't know how lol i'm a little sad it'll be over in january tbh. okay i'm straying away from original point of blog XD BASICALLY STREET WAS SO FUN. set painting wasn't bad either. i'm not committed for sure to it but it's nice to drop in and help out where and when i can =D i guess it's similar to how i have fun at street.. that it's just really chill and it's almost as if you're just hanging out with a bunch of people. i was also in charge of ordering pizza ^__^ i guess it just feels nice to belong somewhere? anyways too bad setcon ends at like 9 T__T and we left early.. so i got home at 10 30... and logged onto firstclass only to find TONS of red flags on all these conferences. half of them were useless but WHERE did this flood of STUFF come from?! First thing i read was about 3 clubs that couldn't get their picture taken because one member wasn't there and it's getting tight for time since break is in 4 days... and it's just very annoying for me and i feel terribly bad for farheen. THEN i opened another email about CAFE and how there weren't guitars available at school for some reason so i'm really WORRIED cause i don't have a guitar T__T i'm sure they'll find a way but it doesn't help the stressing out that's beginning to surface. THEN I ALSO HAVE TO WASH MY HAIR which is annoying late at night because i have other things to do and i have to blowdry.., i had art homework, cindy sent me the edits from ms drake about club blurbs and it's like uhhh *edit*, discuss, SEND MORE EMAILS REMINDING PPL ABOUT CLUB PHOTOS basically in the end it was extra-frustrating because i my fc was lagging/disconnecting, i had so many messages open i didn't know what thing to tackle first and then i also have to make signs for pub club... T__T which was what i was doing now until i felt the urge to really blog about it because it was frustratinggg. TRUST TRUST TRUST have faith. Bible study last felly: "don't be afraid, just believe." i guess i'm being tested right now haha. KAY i think the first step is to do some real work or just go sleep. maybe some art and i shall go.. *haiz* it'll be awesome by the end of this week, i know i know i know it will. AJAJA HWAITING