update?

i haven't blogged in awhile even though when special things happen i feel like i want to go write a long blog about it but in the end i never do...
anyways the new term is kind of dry. my courses aren't all that exciting but i'm happy i have a stats course. at least it has some math? i'm also taking easia related electives. and it's sad but i'm enjoying those so much more than i'm enjoying my mandatory planning courses. and i'm still lacking any motivation to write/start those essays... good thing i have some assignments this term to make me slightly less bored and actually feel like i'm working. and since i'm not working on the essays and i'm done the assignments, it makes for a very boring time on days when i have nothing to do.. like today. O_o motivation?
speaking of motivation i was totally motivated to re-jumpstart my Bible reading and i did it for one day and failed to do it again >__< it doens't help that my roommate sleeps early so the lights are all off and then all i want to do is sleep/not bother her T_T but i find that i go to church and i go to ccf and at those moments i feel so happy and lk motivated to be surrounded by people who also love God but then when i leave i have lingering thoughts about it and then i don't do devos... and it slightly dies. i'm hoping this term frosh cell, the other froshies, and whoever else can inspire me but ultimately i think it's still up to me to be more concious and "take my faith into my own hands".
on a random side note i hope to learn to skate this term. gotta make use of the free recreational skating at CIF!