not ready to go

well i said i was going to write about kevin but too bad for him ^^

anyway i've been doing some thinking, actually more of a reflection, about this summer and i think God has been revealing to me the purposes of having me not go on a missions trip this summer. I've really been having a fantastic time this summer, mostly from just socials with softball people and hanging out with church friends after service or fellowship :) and felly too has been fun with malachi grad and random stuff just being with church peeps ^^ and He's just been teaching me so much through these experiences especially with softball and really just building up my relationship with Him. hopefully it stays strong when i go to uni..

as i was just getting out of highschool i was actually really really wanting to go to university. i was really excited and anxious and i just could not wait. now i guess it's a little different. i'm still looking forward to it and i'm sure it'll be tons of fun but i'm also pretty sad cause summer is ending fast! i'm probably just sad because i'm having so much fun now and not really wanting it to end, but ofcourse we all have to kind of move on, right?

IDUNNO what i'm trying to say really.. i guess i'm just going to miss summer...and all the people that won't be with me in waterloo but i really hope i can stay in touch with people and meet up when i come in on weekends and stuff. i think it was good at malachi grad when we got into mini groups for each grad and just prayed for their needs and prayed for them when they go off to university. the feeling you get when you know you have people there that will support and pray for you is awesomee ^^
i guess i'm really thankful for all the friendships that came out of this summer. and i hope that those ones will last and we can keep supporting each other in university wherever we are.

yupyupyup gotta hang out with people before we all go off wherever =( and i also gotta learn how to cook more things + do laundry + how to dry my clothes without having to use dryer! ahhh yah :)