Sunday, May 31, 2009

PROM: the experience?

i didn't have many expectations for prom. and that's good because if i had, then i would be disappointed. >__> but it was still fun and all. nothing as glitzy and glamorous as you see in the movies but fun nonetheless. i kinda maybe would've liked it if it was at more of a banquet hall style MAYBE. maybe that stuff is better for bigger groups. not sure... but yeah i did my own hair, own make-up, which looks really non-existant in pictures. i felt like everyone was much dressier and prettier =( maybe should've done more stuff but whateverrrr and they had really nice dresses =( too bad i hadn't charged my camera cause i didn't get pictures at preformal but i just borrowed other people's cameras lol thanks to jeff for charging my batteries T_T my shoes are quite ruined by the grass though and his house is sooo nice..

mm as expected the limo wasn't that fascinating but i guess it was kiiinda fun. our driver was jokes. he told me that we should leave our guns in the car (since there was a body security check thing lol) the formal venue was aites too. nicely decorated but small... and we started really late so that wasn't so good cause less dance time and there were lots of rap songs that i didn't know ... yah whatever. dinner was aites. i found out i don't like creme brulee haha just lots of photo taking... i feel lk i didn't even take taht many photos. also all my photos are bad cause my bangs are sooo ugly T_T whatever though. i don't think the formal part of the night is even that memorable... i really liked my corsage though XD

i think the memorable stuff happened at the afterparties.. good and bad. han's was relaly messy T_T i finally know what it feels like to be the one that takes care of drunk ppl at parties... this one person was really out of it and he had a terrible day apparently and so i guess he drank a looot. and he was gone sooo fast T_T but aly wanted someone sober to take care of him so i said sure. i was really scared >__< incase he did something spontaneous but can't just leave him. so i said yeah and i kept making him drink water and he was falling over and it was terrible cause i'm not very strong. and he said he wanted to tell me smething i can't tell anybody but he was too drunk to remember.. then at some point we had to lift him to the washroom cause he said he had to go. then we lifted him back down and then he threw up... on my hand... and apparently got on my shirt.. and it was just so bad cause he was unconcious for a bit and we had to wake him and get more water for him.. stressful.. but good thing there were ppl there who knew what they were doing. and they were helping him feel better. also there was another guy who gets emo when he drinks and he says sort of mean things to me in physics but i always take it as a joke... but he was like "salina! i'm so sorry i'm such a jerk to you. i don't mean the things i say to you, it's just a front i put up because i'm scared of having a real friendship with people" and that was so sad to hear T__T the whole time there was really depressing and i felt really sad and frustrated at the same time. it was sad that some people need to do this to themselves to "escape" and it's sad cause the second guy said "i probably won't even rememeber all these things i said to you when i'm sober and i won't even change" haiya. and the vomit thing was just gross and that didn't help my mood.. but jo made a good point about how he thought this was how God was showing him that drinking uncontrollably or too extreme amounts is BADDD

2nd party at bmas was better than i thought. i thought it'd be a lot more people but some people were sleeping already so it was fairly easy to get along with everyone. also cause i've met some of the people before. they were pretty funny and jokes. some ppl just played smash in the basement lol just lots of things to laugh at i guess and i slept on the table .. that wasn't that fun haha but interesting. should've taken pics then too just to remember those times

overall the whole prom thing was a fairly good experience. more so the parties just to know what it's like. really wish my bangs loooked better lol

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