how it's going

Well i haven't posted in awhile but now it's the 2nd week of school since having winter break and school is still as tedious as it used to be (if not worse because i sleep later now)However I feel like i have a lot of good things lined up :)

- Culture Show Set Painting! this will leave me with many nights of having to stay late at school just painting and painting but that's not too bad :) it's quite fun really
- Gundams! haha still. I recently got a HG Blitz and I also bought some purple model paint with it so hopefully i can paint it nicely and it's my first time! :) so hopefully not tooo bad :P have to find some time to do it though
- Birthday is coming up :) hopefully it won't be bad like last year!
- Wanakita Leadership. i think it will be super fun :) *hopes*
- Frisbee season is starting up so i definitely definitely cannot wait
- Planning to take dance lessons this spring :)
- New Years Resolution was to learn guitar >< i'm kind of slacking on that because i find it REALLY hard >< we'll see how it goes.. this is the same as my gundam drawing...

i've also had some things running through my head and it's been pretty tough recently (as fun as it had been as well)
- how do people who i consider friends consider me as... in other words.. what am i to the people i call friends. I think to a lot of them, they would definitely not consider me as much of a friend as i do towards them. 我是我朋友的誰。。。
- i never thought that this would be happening to me ever cause i thought i was so sure but i feel like i am having a little identity problem :\ it's hard to always remember to be a person of God when there's all this strange pressure from friends about what is cool and what is not ... but hopefully i'll be strong enough to make it through this :) i def know i have God on my side ^^