Thursday, December 20, 2007

christmas giving

it is better to give than to receive! except it kind of sucks when you don't receive. except i mean this in the sense of receiving back not in material terms but more in terms of thanks. story goes: i have a bunch of guy friends that i have known since about grade 8ish (F2) and they can be a bit awkward but through the years, i've gotten to know some of them quite a bit and sometimes have somewhat deep conversations (these guys are like the type of guys that kind of stay in their own group of guys and mingle not so much with girls ahah....) anywho. since this is the 2nd last year of the UTS journey i suppose... i thought i would be nice to give them something because i actually really appreciate their friendship because they are just so jokes and when i am sad their lame jokes will make me smile ^^ (sounds kind of lame haha) it's just fun to "chill" with them because it just makes things very carefree (like work, since they don't seem to care too much about work) ahah... anyways i just bought some candy and stuff and wrapped it in cellophane/tissue paper and gave it to them and hopefully they liked it :)
it was very awkward actually to give it to them lol. i didn't really know what to say! so i was just like "here!" >_> yah... okay. and some of them were kind of surprised and it was kind of funny ahahah (Jeff Yu: WHAT SERIOUSLY FOR ME?!) and most of them said thank you... and i guess this is the part that is bothering me... it's actually very hard for me to pinpoint right now what i am feeling but it's kind of like... i obviously want them to like the gift and i def. do not expect anything back. which is fine cause i know those guys aren't really into the trading gifts thing. i guess i just want them to like it and i want to know that they do... so when they don't really say thank you or don't be say anything at all, i get this reaction: >.< doh... yah i guess that's my little rant of the day =) on the bright side when i got home and stuff Jeff Yu on msn messaged me and said thanks .. again ahah ^^ yayz. have to write candygrams now... dohz

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