FREE

yay so i finally finished my exams todayyy so i'm pretty much FREE =D that makes me very happy haha. i have more time to blog now =P i'm also pretty sure i did not that good on a lot of my exams =P but whatever.. nothing i can do now! i've freed up some time so now i can go back to volunteering more consistently, i have time to practice and actually learn guitar, i have time to work on breaking! lol and just free time in general. this should probably also include sleep time... but i'm still on kind of late =P which is rather bad. but yah pretty happy that i'm done and leaving for hk in about 3 weeks. i've got to write a letter back to my aunt! lol she's so awesome ^^

many things coming up this week and i'm super duper excited =D tons of chill time and stuff keke

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so i'm done 4/5 exams and i think i did REALLY BAD on 3 of the 4 exams i did ... english, chem (terrribleeee), and bio.. and chem are bio are my two grade 12 courses aiya. However i also had a physics exam which i think i did alright on =D and i also went to wonderland and went on behemothhhh which was massively awesome =P went on the first seat!! that was intense ahaha i swear the drop actually IS vertical XD good times good times. but other than that yah.. exams were rather terrible.. but now it's time to just chill and i have math on monday but whatever i'll study a bit for that but i imagine it not to be tooo hard =D so good. i'm at least happy i've got them over with and i'm almost through exam period. haha time to go cheung k <3 ^^ hong kong soon too <3

summatives & exam period! =(

Seriously school sucks. It's ridiculously boring... and next week our exams start so lots of stress at the moment. It's also kinda bad that we still have summatives to do the week before our exams, so it's like there's not much time to study which is really really frustrating to say the least. I guess it's partially my own fault that i have issues concentrating and having self-control but i'm so tired from school and working that i dont' want to do anymore! =( HAIZ must get through this.. almost over!

supa dupa weekend/pre-weekend~~

Thursday - hooray our ultimate frisbee team made it to the semifinals this year for the first time =) (after coming out as the underdogs as the 8th team against the 1st team... due to their lack of grade 12s who were on their grad trip XD) we faced off against northern and totally got owned but they ended up winning so that's fine.. lol then we faced off against UFA in our consolation game who we had previously lost to 13-4 in our regular season. In this game however we kept up our d and played awesome offense and ended up with 7-6... for them... losing by one point only =( but still amazing cause of our improvement =) SO GOOD BUT CRAZY TIRING DAY (it gets more tiring~)

Friday - i left school early... =) to get ready for daniel's prom! who i went with as a friend =)and i thought it was really fun! i hope he had fun too =P i got to meet a lot of new people and i got closer to him as a friend too so it was rather awesome! hehe super tired from dancing lol (funny story about that haha)

Saturday - ANIME NORTH for the first time. although probably not worth the $40 i paid to get in and then more to buy merch and stuff... it was still an awesome chill time with friends. i bought this really nice umbrella =) <3 i also got to see some cool cosplayers lol GUNDAM and saw some awesome break dancing! woot woot ^^ it was hawt haha and then i even got to go eat korean afterwards! BIBIMBAP keke so that was rather awesome.. got lots of buttons ^^

Sunday - had a partay for sunday school... i can't believe amy is leaving =( she's so funny! i will miss her lots! and i couldn't go to Preston's party =( cause i was out having fun all weekend and so i had to work >__< and now i'm super tiredd cause i have been sleeping way too late so NOW TIME TO WORK :D

what's been up

well it's the month of may again and summatives and other final test/assigments are totally killing me. Just the past week I've slept at lk 1:30 - 2 am for three consecutive days... meaning 5 hours of sleep each night? =( and good thing i didn't have mando on saturday morning so i could sleep in.. and then this is my own fault aha but i procrastinated and left my spanish til today (monday) and good thing i'm done that and all i have to do is memorize but i find it very hard to look at the word document where it's open... HAIZ anyways i'm going to a friend's prom this friday! so i think that will be pretty fun =) although it's also really annoying me cause i dont' know what to do with my hair!!! >__< okay must go concentrate now haha

it's been awhile..

yes it has indeed been awhile since my last post. and that's cause a lot of things have been going on! and i don't really know how to deal with things... i'm still a little confused about stuff but overall things aren't bad =) there's a lot of things that could be better but things are the way they are for a reason. and i don't want to begin doubting that. Work is definitely building up with really sucks... umm i'm going to a friend's prom! that sounds exciting =) looking to borrow a dress from someone.. lol >< surprisingly they're hard to find haha yah things are on my mind... >< i shall go work now!

God, You are amazing!

This past friday, instead of going to Malachi, I went to my friend's fellowship, Didomi at SCAC :) They had a program going on that night called Praise and Prayer and my friend was playing for worship team and he was in the skit so it was pretty cool. Their fellowship re-enacted a "skit" by Lifehouse to their song "Everything" (skit: http://youtube.com/watch?v=cyheJ480LYA take your time to watch it.. it's good ^^) They also did another skit about a girl and her trials and overcoming them and stuff like that. Then keeping true to the name of their event, we had a time for reflection, prayer and sharing in the sanctuary. And I just began to think about the things both the skits were showing and reflecting and thinking about things in my life, in the present, past and future. and it got really emotional and i cry so easily.. yuuup so i started crying... i thought about the things that i do in my life and i realize that there are so many things that i should be doing that i'm not and there are so many people i'm wronging and just not treating them as i should.. anyways that was really good but what else just took me aback was when Joseph came over and like grabbed my arm and started apologizing for teasing me all the time. and i thought that was just amazing of him to really take that step and then i experienced another wave of emotion, but this time an emotion of gratefulness for all the things God has blessed me with. brian was also really nice haha and he actually asked me if i was okay this time.
so i'm not good with words in any way and i don't come up with those lines that sound really good that summarize everything. but all in all, God is just amazing, loving, caring, giving, just all good things. My life is a little.. interesting right now. bordering "drama"-ish but it's not like God hasn't prepared me for what's to come and He'll never abandon me :) God is faithful!